pandamode

i love you! jet’ aime! saranghae! aishiteru! wo ai ni! 

my love for you always grow stronger

it’s a lil thing, but i love the way you waiting for me on sideway just because i dont talk to you. even i don’t say it clearly, but thank you! i love you. it is very nice of you :)))

i dont like when someone show their sympathy to me, but i’d love when they care, when they really think that is a problem for me and stick with me. 

i am afraid to say whole of my mind but i need someone to ask and listen to me because they are interest with it not just ask to show their respect

i keep my secret, i talk to myself about anything i love, but actually i wanna share them to anyone

there are people that i like very much in the world because talk to them is enjoyable because they are really listen to me because they are make my life colorful and i really miss some of them because we are in distance

hey i miss ya :’)

there are a time when you feel so hard to breath and anyone think that is lil problem and you are the one who overact.

october 2011 until april 2012

is it just me? or anyone feel it?

people change but i am not moving even one centi

am i not growing up?

people love to gather with theirs and i even cant mingle

am i reluctant?

i think alone, feel alone, when i try to share, i know my what i feel not important to others, i start to telling about my problem, they talk about my wearing, i start to telling how i feel, they talk that they have felt the same way and start they stories . or actually i do the same to others?

or they just happen in my mind?

i’m frustated, i’m alone, everything flustered. 

desperate. when i’m in my mood, always there a person that break mood fyyuuuh .___.